practicing sobriety. feels great. must admit, I laughed at the girl on that rehab show that claimed that she was "addicted to weed"... until I tried to not smoke for a day & completely lost my marbles. Couldn't even last a day! Blah I was ashamed.last night, I guess I went thru my version of withdrawls. Nothing tasted right, I was irritable... my head hurt, my stomach hurt, I cried hysterically about... life in general I suppose... I found it very hard to cope w/ life last night, I barfed. I even cancelled movie night... & I NEVER cancel movie night. See! I was reaaally trippin'. But I guess I can't resist reality anymore... just gotta deal... today I was extremely chill... watched an Easter egg hunt for the kids & oh btw...
The tradition of decorating & hiding Easter eggs was originally a seasonal game between prostitutes & their clients... the whores would decorate their naked bodies in bright colors & hide, the men would search for them & "enjoy" the girls he found... just a random fact I thought I'd throw out there. yeeeee
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You just don't know how many times I tried to be "sober" and the longest I quit was exactly 40 days. I duno today is my first night NOT smoking and I'm ehh about it because I tried to quit so many times! I admitted to myself that I LOVE weed & Newports, and that I probably most likely will NEVER stop, so I just say I'm taking a break to get my tollerance back low.
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