lately I've been having dreams that seem like reality, & realities that seem like dreams... & I kinda have trouble separating the 2. maybe it's a sign of going crazy...

I'm reading W magazine right now... & still I wonder why I couldn't be one of the beautiful, exotic, tall girls that grace these pages. not even to be looked at as a person as beautiful, but to become a work of art. the world of art... & modeling... is a world so many people put down & I find it beautiful, & intriguing, it's all it's own artform, but I guess because people are willing to starve themselves for it it's wrong.
people do questionable things for their profession everyday, why is modeling put in the spot light?
I've noticed as I grow older, art becomes the more the enemy everyday.
art is only expression, so is it wrong for us to express? in today's society it is. they say we've progressed but, we're still all expected to not say certain things & I

tipsy off reason.